I feel so lucky to be pregnant... But I'm not enjoying it at all.
Still vomiting at 28 weeks, now it's the acid reflux instead.
I love my bump and don't have any stretch marks on my tummy... But my boobs look scarred from going up four cup sizes in five weeks earlier in my pregnancy. My thighs are massive and rubbing together a lot when I walk which I've never had to this extent before.
My husband and I are usually intimate regularly, and although he is very complimentary and supportive and we are still affectionate... This is the longest we have ever gone without sex and I feel like it's so awkward with a bump but still have the desire.
I feel ugly.
Socialising this time of year is a lot boozier than I realised and the last place I want to be is in a busy pubs full of drunk/tipsy people.
I've missed so many social events due to fatigue or sickness.
Work haven't been supportive at all and have only just changed my shifts from 12hr to 10 and 8 hour shifts.
People commenting on my size is really getting to me. One minute someone says im tiny and the next someone calls me fatty.
I want to cry. I'm exhausted and baby constantly kicking over night so sleep is miserable. Trying not to nap in the day as it's not possible when I have work.
There's so much to do in my house but I can't do it! I can't bend or lift so can't help.
I need to drive as I passed my test in October but have only just got insurance but our car is shit and it scares me.
I feel like such an ugly failure.
Just needed a moan.