I’ve got my 12 week scan at the weekend and I’m really starting to worry about it. I had a scan at 8(+5) and got to see the heartbeat etc but I’m so worried that I’m going to have a missed miscarriage or it’s not going to have grown enough in the last few weeks.
I’ve not had massive symptoms just minor sickness, exceptionally tired and sore boobs.
I’ve had two miscarriages this year and I just can’t quite believe it’s going to work out this time. My midwife hasn’t been particularly understanding and just suggested I go to a anti natal group for anxious parents. But I’m not anxious about having a baby I’m anxious about the pregnancy itself.
I need to think of ways to keep myself occupied for the next couple of days I know nothing I do is going to affect the outcome but it doesn’t stop me worrying! I’ve ran through every situation in my head and how I’m going to deal with it which isn’t good. I’m trying so hard to stay positive and get excited. X