*update* After a day of complete bed rest which included me reading all the positive posts and trying my mindfulness to the limit, along with some cracking films and some awful, the discharge seemed to abate. By the time I did my evening pessary there was hardly any but still some on the discharge that comes out with that.
This morning when I have inserted my pessaries it appears to have gone - yay - thank you so much for all your support.
One more step in the right direction Xxxx
So, today I am 5wks and 4 days I think. I have been fine. One of the lucky ones with no sickness and sore boobs gone. After having suffered an anembryonic pregnancy earlier this year with twins I have really felt this time is different. I have been calmish, dreading my early scan on Saturday but looking forward to seeing our little miracle.
This morning I woke up to brown on my pad. Not a little but enough to scare the life out of me. More when I wiped and more when I inserted my pessaries this morning.
I am worried sick, have called the epu who don't open until 9, and called my gp who will call some time this morning.
Oh my goodness!!!! What can I do? I am really trying not to panic that we are.going to go through the same as last time. I am reading all the historical posts where things are ok (and some not).
How do I calm down???? I know nobody can tell me everything is going to be ok, I just wanted to rant and tell someone. Please please please let this not be the same again.