I am 13 weeks pregnant and I live in a village area whereyou GP works part time and the midwife I have been given has cancelled appointment after appointment not answering my calls or replying to my messages. I feel very alone and lost. I am sick all day stay in bed . Movement makes the sickness worse I can't eat very well I constantly salivating and can't drink as I will throw up. I feel weak tired all the time I can't stand up for very long as I get so weak my stomach can't hold it i am out of breathe and have palpitations and my hand tremble I feel dizzy and faint. Recently I have also been having a very sore tongue it feels like a sharp knife has cut right along the middle of it. I have no friends around me just my husband who is at work all day and has to come home and cook for us as I can't stand to be around food I can't smell it or even look or talk about it. I have tried to contact my midwife but I haven't even met her yet she doesn't reply to anything i ask she is the only one we have in the clinic and I don't feel happy having someone I can't depend on I have been so stressed in tears and I know it's not helping me or the baby. To add to all this I also have fibromyalgia which is 100 times worse I feel so depressed I keep thinking dark thoughts. I want to go private but we can't financially. I cry myself to sleep every night I don't know what to do...my life is a nightmare right now...please help me ladies any advice would be really appreciated thanks!!