Hi! Hope everyone is doing good. Well I like to know how often to you communicate with your midwife? I am new in this country and we did think about getting private medical insurance but decided to stick to the NHS. I am new to this whole midwife lead system . And it often freaks me out. I am not a big talker, I keep things to myself and it often results in anxiety. First few weeks of the pregnancy were horrible cause everyone I know in random countries got their scans at 6 weeks and then check ups when ever they felt they needed reassurance, while I had to wait till 12 weeks to know if my baby was ok.
So I just want to get familiar with this system. I want to know how to develope a relation with my midwife. I called her after I had a long period of depression but she didn't seem that interested or helped at all. And like I said I am not a talker and the response I got I am sure next time I won't even bother mentioning it to anyone and keep it to myself like I do everything else . But it in return makes me feel so alone and scared all the time . Sorry for a long post, just had to get it out I guess.