So I've managed to keep little Ellenor alive for 6 months. Thought I'd share a pic with you all to celebrate. It hasn't been easy, there have been a lot of ups and downs. Pleased to say I'm now receiving CBT counselling and also physio for ongoing pgp.
If there are any mums out there feeling they can't cope, please talk to someone, you're not alone and it will get easier, I'm still taking it one day at a time at the moment but I'm slowly getting back to 'normal'.