I haven't done many posts but for some reason I really need to let this out of my system.
I'm 29weeks and feel like i did in the first trimester. No energy, feeling really tired even after an ok night sleep, and even nearly fainted yesterday (luckily my oh was there to lean on and take me to the bedroom). Struggling to focus at work and get motivated. I can see the end in sight though, as after tomorrow I will have 4 working weeks left before being off for maternity. I'm really glad that I was able to save my holidays and use 3 weeks worth before my leave actually started. I dont think i wouldve coped with having another 7 weeks at this point.
My oh has been great though, even if he has been pre-occupied trying to get a mortgage. He was down yesterday as he was told some bad news that will delay us getting a mortgage and a house. He forgot to update the electoral register and the electoral commission said they wont update us until Feb 2014. He didnt take this too well and decided to put a tirade of blame on me and shouted. He later apologised after the tears dried up. Stress is such a horrible thing and can manifest in so many different ways.
Also, I went to an antenatal class expecting "Preparation for Parenthood" but was booked into the wrong class and got "Preparation for Labour", the one class I hoped to avoid lol. I was taking the ignorance is bliss approach but we stayed anyway and it was a little informative and scary. My boss has been understanding most of the way but has been getting a little upset at the amount of time I've had to take off due to apptmts and things. I now have to rearrange another shift to attend the actual class next week. She is not going to be happy.
All in all, its not been a great week. Just looking as forward as possible now to try and gain back some PMA. Need a boost really. Sorry for the moan, I really needed to sound off on something and figured this was the best place. So, thank you for reading xx
Also, I've really been craving yoghurt and mullerice..... cant get enough of the stuff, its 11:36 and I've had 2 pots already :S