Morning all..sorry this isnt the most exciting of posts. .am 39+4 and to say I am tired and fed up is an understatement. ..also a bit teary today which isnt really me. After spending 4 hours yesterday afternoon at the hospital again because of my blood pressure being too high..being monitored and having bloods taken....becoming a weekly thing.. I see the midwife at my local gp surgery and for the last 3 weeks it's been high although I make sure am chilled out b4 I go...I believe I now just associate the drs with high bp and no matter how relaxed I am its high (128/100) so off I go to the hosp for my weekly trip where it goes down to 120/70 all the time...everything else is fine. ..no protein in my urine or anything and last night was just mentally draining as trying to explain tht I must just worry subconsciously about my bp being high wasnt happening to a dr tht could barely string a sentence together which frustrated me even more. I almost just wish they wud say look ur cooked u may aswell stay cz its quite a trek every week to b told ur bp is ok now u can go home. ..I really want to meet my little man so much and it cant happen sooner in my eyes. I kno the professionals r looking after me as high bp in pregnancy is not gd but I am just drained and every little thing tht didnt bother me is...such as how little I can eat..my boyfriend suggested we go out for a curry on sat which normally I wud b excited about but I was like what's the point as I will hav 2 mouthfuls and then get home and throw it up...its just frustrating.
Ok think thts my downer over.