Hi ladies, just wanted to get some stuff off my chest.
Ill be 17 weeks tommorow, everywhere i turn there are woman will bellys much bigger than mine. I have the smallest bump i think and i know ive mentioned it before, but i just want to look noticably pregnant!
Also me and the other half have been arguing non stop latley. Its got to the point where i'm staying at my mums and hes saying he has to 'think about what he wants' and that whatever happens 'he'll always be there for me and baby'. Hes never said this before, we've been together coming up to nearly 4 years.
It started when i had to quit my job, due to it affecting my pregnancy so i been out of a job for 2 weeks. Ive always worked and never been without a job so its kinda weird for me. Obvs just my boyfriend working and i understand hes stressed out having to work overtime and stuff, but my self esteem has gone downhill, especially as im finding it hard to grt a job, and if i do i wont be in it for long maybe untill just before i give birth.
Im just so stressed and tired, i wouldnt of left my job if i didnt have to and im scared that ill be left to look after baby single handedly. I hope its just a phase we're going through. I do have fanily support which is good.
Sorry for rambling! Just wanted to get everything out