I posted 5 weeks ago after a sudden big bleed at 5 weeks pregnant. I've since had 4 scans which have shown the baby has developed but I have this blood clot. At 5 weeks it wasn't visible, at 7 weeks it had appeared, at 8 weeks it had shrunk and they weren't concerned, at 10 weeks it had doubled in size. I've not had any bleeding since the 5 weeks and have tried really hard to take it easy but I have a toddler so I have to lift her and do the shopping etc and my job wouldn't really allow for sick leave/bed rest. I am terrified that I will get so far and then have a late miscarriage because of this haematoma and I don't really understand what the prognosis is. I suffer badly with anxiety problems and I am literally going out of my mind with panic, I even considered having a termination because it could remove the risk of losing my baby late when I have become so attached. I feel like I am going a bit crazy. I've had 2 miscarriages and the last left my hospitalised and I swore I couldn't face that again, now I face potentially worse,
I saw the baby wriggling around on Tuesday, so cute. And next to it was this big shadow showing the bleed and I can't handle the lack of control or knowledege. The sonographers have ranged from being non-fussed and saying it will definitely be reabsorbed to being more concerned and saying it poses a risk as long as it is there.
Not sure what I am looking for, just feeling sorry for myself really and don't know anyone in this situation. I stupidly googled it and read so many horror stories and its freaked me out. Anyone with nice words please step forward!!!!