I walk funny I stumble I can not run. You may think me drunk at 10am. I may ask somebody to find something at the store. Most people will and I will very quickly say, "thanks, I cannot see very well today or I am feeling very wobbly I do not know why". I really do wish I was drunk it would give me a reason for being this crappy.
ms as much as anything is management game. Everything and everybody gets to be considered. Do I care if you think I am drunk, do I really want to strain to see a a label or do I just want to ask for help?
How you decide to play your management game is up to you. You are allowed to change your style whenever u want but you must always be aware that actions have consequences. Be prepared to humble yourself occasionally but always be true to you because at 2 am it is you that you have to face so be proud of what you have done and what you are doing. Accept your weaknesses, your faults & be proud of your failings. Sounds silly, but you tried, you failed but tomorrow you might again. Maybe not, tomorrow is another day.
Just be kind to yourself and if you get a chance to others. That really would be nice. By the way it really does get different, maybe not easier but differnt and you have it within you to cope& succeed . Take it slowly and let yourself succeed.