Apology Please

[SometimesCrazy]

Yesterday I went on a very divisive and just plain mean rant. There is absolutely no excuse for it. I not going to make any excuses for it. I just want to eay that I am extremely sorry and it will never happen again.

[jimeka]

SometimesCrazy what are you apologising for? I am sorry but I don't understand your post. Blessings Jimeka 🦋 🌈

[SometimesCrazy in reply to jimeka]

I responded yesterday after not sleeping and being in extreme pain for days. But like I said there's no excuse for it what so ever. I'm embarrassed by it and do not want to alienate my wonderful family. So I hope that everyone will forgive me.

[jimeka in reply to SometimesCrazy]

SometimesCrazy we all have those days, if you can't vent on here where can you do it. At least we all understand. Big hug 🤗

[greaterexp]

I never saw any negative posts from you, but understand that nearly everyone is capable of losing it sometimes. We all must have a little grace for one another. Before Christmas, I saw some signs in my thoughts and a few comments I made to friends and family that shocked me. I greatly feared the MS was causing dementia, but I think all that was happening was that I was feeling a great deal of pressure to do too many things. I normally enjoy the holidays, but am learning that I don't do well anymore with a plate that's too full.

Cut yourself some slack, and we will, too. Hang in there.

[Hidden]

It’s quite all right. No need to apologize. We all have our difficult times. This is the place to not only talk about good and bad times, but also to vent. Feel free next time you have a need to vent.

[Jesmcd2 CommunityAmbassador]

Try being me SometimesCrazy !😄 😳😄😭😵😄😭 Its what we are here for!

~Hugs n Luvs ~

J 🌠

[Hidden]

Thanks for being human. Who among us hasn't regretted something they said? I don't think that person would be able to relate to me, nor I to them. I was thinking this morning about how everybody has their breaking point. No one is immune. Sometimes it's snapping over something that in hindsight doesn't seem like it should have provoked such a negative response. But then no one knows the complexity of the day we've had, what kind of stress that has been building up that we keep trying to suppress until we can't suppress it any more. I try to never let that happen, but then one day there I go. And like you, I feel terrible and hope I am forgiven. I didn't see the post you are speaking of. But give yourself a break. I think we've all been there.

[SometimesCrazy]

I've been so mortified that I just read the responses. Thank you so much.

[Betennant]

There is a reason for it sometimes. MS causes emotional distress and outburst of anger by affecting a part of the brain. I have this problem and it is such a hardship when it happens but outburst of anger and tears and laugher (even inappropriate and over-expressed laughing or crying) both happen. If a certain part of the brain is affected, Pseudobulbar affect (sudden laughing and/or crying) I don’t know anger is part of Pseudobulbar affect, but I know I can forgive myself more easily as a firm Christian, knowing that it can be a symptom of MS. I have spent so many years researching to help myself because even the doctors where I am have said there is Not any good Neurologist that can help me here.

[SometimesCrazy in reply to Betennant]

I used to burst out laughing, sometimes inappropriately, quite often. I used to tell people that it was my stress coping mechanism. Now it comes out in anger I've noticed. I'm sorry you do not have access to good neurologists. I'm glad you brought this up. I think not having/using laughter is an issue for me.

[Doubled51]

SometimesCrazy . I missed the post I guess and I enjoy reading other peoples ranting. It makes me see that I’m not the only one.

If you check it out you’ll notice that I’ve ranted and rave here several times. We all need to get things out of us sometimes. Here is a good place to do it because you’re not gonna hurt our feelings and you don’t have to live with us afterward🤗🤗.

So when you need to let things out or just blow off a little steam this is the place. Heck if you need help ranting I’ll be more than willing to help you😋😋.

If I don’t rant to someone occasionally I’ll explode and that would be a terrible mess.

I feel bad for missing it cause I don’t miss much 😇😇.

Rant on my friend. You earned some of our 🍫 stash to make you feel better.

Seriously this is a place that doesn’t get offended or upset by these things. We know how you feel and love the fact that we can scream holler yell or cry and not be judged. Only loved and accepted or in some cases joined and patted on the back.

Really I hate that I missed it. I’ve ranted about my doctor so much that I’m bored with my own ranting and want to enjoy somebody else’s for a change🤣😂😅.

Have a blessed day and 😀😃😄😁🤣😂😅😜🤪

Donnie

[SometimesCrazy]

Thank you!