Possible Trigger ...
My mind is repeating everything now. Same phrases over and over. Why don't you .....yourself . Your life is over..just end it. Take a bottle of pills...your a bad mom ...my mind will not rest for a second. Non stop talking in there .
The only medication left is Citilapram...had Extreme side effects from others.
Aware of every single thought.. and monitoring them , also hyper ware of eating, swollowing, thinking - body sensations ..
I feel I am dissociatiated? Like the inner dialogue is not mine anymore.
Werid thoughts - am I real ? Are they real ? Humans are weird, and a few paranoid thoughts now.
Extreme anxiety / tremor / face numb / tounge numb - stiff neck ..?
Um? Arg .