Sitting in the X-Ray clinic, waiting for my mum to have another MRI for her chronic head pain. Although there is low music playing in the background, I fill filled with silence & yet simmering anxiety. It's 6:56pm & the night approaches & I'm alone again. My anxiety rises from the fear that I won't sleep, when the darkness covers everything & I'm left alone with my thoughts. My thoughts have made me a prisoner in my own life & my fears guard my cell creating the illusion of no escape. My comfort zones have become my coffin. Leaving no room for the freedom & courage I crave & fear simultaneously. I can be surrounded by people but the loneliness only becomes more intense.
What was my question? At this moment I have no idea lol.