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Feel like disappearing😔

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I feel like shit and I just want to disappear sometimes. The only thing keeping me going is my kids. I don't have friends to talk to so it helps talking here. Yesterday I dressed up to show my husband to make a surprise and his reaction was shit. Said I was beautiful after I asked but it made me feel like shit, so i took the clothes and my make up. As I sat on my bedroom I found a box that I made years ago it has more than 200 messages was for him to take 1 everyday to read it has like beautiful things written, is there untouched and I'm putting that in the bin. I'm so stupid for loving him and showering him with so many things. Today as I try to talk to him and say why I got upset he said stop being sad. And again he knows I'm depressed. I just think I can't do this anymore. He's not going to change. I wish I could have friends to talk. But at least I can write here 😔

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Here if you want to chat more xx

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Giraffebaby14 in reply to maemae86

I'm trying to think about myself and the kids. Concentrate on getting better and learn how to love myself more. My relationship i don't know how it will be but for now I have to focus on myself x

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