It is with so much pain and heartbreak that I write this.we met when we were both lonely and he lied from the start.He was in a relationship with a lady but she cheated on him.we had a relationship for physical benefits but his demands went beyond this.He needed money all the time together with other demands that is required when 2 people are in a relationship.
Stupid me,I fell in love with him and gave in to his demands.his sexual performance was not the greatest and I felt that there was something off.Then one day he told me he has a fetish to cross dress and asked me to buy him ladies lingerie stockings and heels.I obliged and even saw him in that attire.I still was not comfortable with him just this been just a fetish.I asked him if he is gay and we started fighting,he is not sure of his sex orientation.Its easier to accept a guy having an affair with a woman than to accept him going with guys.He also insist he wants sex with me and I am crushed,angry and feeling depressed.
We gave spoken about his sex orientation but he is afraid of coming out.His religion and family will not accept this.
Even though I am so hurt and heartbroken I always put him and his wellbeing 1st.I know in my heart i was used for sex and financial benefits.
It has become so common that many men are hiding their sexual orientation while been in a marriage with a woman.To these men,please you are destroying and hurting us woman more than any break up or divorce.