I can’t write a diary, I can’t really talk to anyone and I just need to get things out just a moment, just a thought.
I feel so alone. My husband mocks me and says that I do not know what loneliness is. I don’t know what to do about my life anymore everything feels like such a mess, I no longer feel like me when this year was meant to be the year I got me back. I’m so heart broken I feel like most of me has died. It makes me feel so angry as this is not how it should be.