I am already feeling anxious about Christmas. In a week or so, I am going to be expected to put up a tree, I have yet to buy a single present and I've already started to make my excuses to avoid social events even though I know I will feel guilty about not going. I feel a terrible pressure in my brain every year from about now until mid January. If not for my son, I'd spend the next 2 months very drunk.
Sorry - this is a venting post. I can't talk about how I feel with anyone because I get either told I'm just a scrooge, or it's autism related. Wah! Christmas!