Tomorrow

[joillee]

Hello, I'm still here ,living , breathing and alive. Even if I don't want to be alive ,the sun will go down and come up again. Tomorrow I'll again forget my pain around people like I did today and the pain returns to haunt me at night when I have no one beside me. Tomorrow I'll again belittle myself for being weak, for being a crybaby, for being too tired to live like I did today.I don't want tomorrow to come

[frozendawn]

the most important thing is that you should focus on today, not tomorrow. enjoy the moments you get to spend with the people you love, and cherish every minute of it. tomorrow will come but for now, today is happening. you’re alive and that’s all that matters

[joillee in reply to frozendawn]

i try but im afraid when i have no one beside me and once again the thoughts come back to haunt me