Hi everyone, recently I have started feeling sad, lonely and broken and I want the pain to end but I don't know how to. Ever since my childhood I didn't had much friends. As I grew up I didn't felt lonely because I used to live with my family but recently I moved to a new city in a boarding school. As the time passed I made three friends who were very helpful and were like brothers. Then I fell in love with a girl in coaching and they guided me to woo her and we were in a good relationship for a period of three months, our breakup was due to her family issues , it happened instantaneously, like we were happy and one day she says to end the relationship, I don't know what happened to her after that but I was shattered and broken. The only people who were out there to help me overcome this were the three friends but recently all of them got girlfriends and they left me alone without any help, and now we are not on speaking terms. Each and every day I long to talk to them, they are like in front of me and I cannot talk to them, whenever I am alone in a room, the feeling of loneliness kills me, but I don't think of suicide as an option to end this because I don't want to die nobody. Nowdays I keep having the dreams of what I want in my real life, like friends, family, kids and happiness and these dreams make me more sad because I have them just for a period of 7 hours. My name's Loststar and this is my story, if anyone reading this could help me then please help.