So, In late 2016 I became severely anxious, and became low due to the whole situation. Then followed by a dark, deep and severe depression in February 2017. I've had many night's where I don't make no sense, am extremely chaotic, and experience huge mini - breakdowns. I've tried cannabis a few times this year, and been having extreme family issues which have become extremely stressful, lost someone I was somewhat close to, no they did not die but I lost them. Have no enjoyment for years, lost a considerable amount of weight, and it came to a head on St Patrick's Day, where out of rage in an argument took a razor, never took the blade out, but slid it down my arm; I've become a hypochondriac, have feelings of elation, not in mood but in terms of grandeur and narcissism, am extremely irritable and rude for no real reason, these are some of the delusions and also that I am so different to everybody else, and that I have been re-incarnated and have a sixth sense. I'm becoming ever more erratic and extremely miserable, I just wan't help. But, I'm only 16, and I don't know what to do. I fear i'm sometimes being watched through my laptop camera; and have characters in my life, particularly of my crushes and I'm on the verge of a complete and utter breakdown! Help!