Feeling very ....today, so last weekend I had a horrible weekend as I was approaching moving house for the umpteenth time, but after getting moved I felt a bit better and had a good talk with my brother regarding my state of mind and felt better for it.
Two days later I find out my ex has moved on and gotten into a new relationship after being apart for 3 months and it floored me, even though I knew it would happen eventually I wasn't prepared for it.
I guess because I haven't moved on it hurt that she would move on so quick. I've now started questioning how long she actually wanted to end things with me before she did... And the fact she said one of the reasons for us splitting was that she had to be on her own to sort herself out... It's all really ..... with my head.
I've spent the rest of the week feeling like ..... and shutting myself away, and I know I'm going to end up going out tonight and getting drunk but I'll end up feeling ten times worse tomorrow with the added hangover. Why does everything need to suck? Why can't I just get over stuff and not care?
Sorry for the negative post