When friends are everything to you, how do you get better from depression when they go away because your depression is too much for them?
I'm not in the place where I can make friends or connections that truly matter to me but that's what helps me get out of this state of sadness.
My friends tell me that I'm worthy of love and friendships and a bunch of great things. But then the minute I show that I'm not instantly getting better they book it out of my life. I know that this means they aren't my real friends but it still hurts.
Depression is making me feel lonely as is, and now I feel lonelier because of the people in my life. How do I get out of this cycle?