Hi all, I posted a while back and said I’d get myself to a doctors.. but it turns out I don’t have one In my area...or even registered at one.. also since I last posted I feel as if my impulses are becoming worse, the people who I deemed friends betrayed me.. singling me out from everyone else to have a moan at me.. I’d try tell them a secret or something personal.. they’d tell everyone else..
Also, family problems have gotten worse.. I feel alone.. sad and angry on a daily basis.. I no longer have a say at home so I feel worthless too...
I just don’t know what to do anymore.. I’m struggling to fight on but I just dont know how long I can hold out..