TIME IS PRESSURE BUT IT SUCKS!!

OK I REALLY HAVE HAD ENOUGH, I DONT SEEM TO HAVE HAVE ANY FRIENDS AVAILABLE TO CHAT TO AND MY FAMILY IS JUST MY SISTER AND SHE REALLY DOES NOT CARE UNLESS ITS ABOUT HER, I HAVE BEEN ON THIS PLANET FOR 50 YRS AND HAVE PROBABLY BEEN HAPPY ABOUT 5 OF IT, MY MOTHER DIDNT CARE AND AS SOON AS MY DAD REMARRIED HE DIDNT CARE AND JUST THINK WHAT IS THE POINT OF LIVING, I AM NOT GAINING NOTHING, AND MY LIFE COMPLETELY SUCKS AND DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO LEARN FROM THIS JOURNEY, ALL I AM LEARNING THAT PEOPLE ARE SELF CENTERED, JUST CONSTANTLY SLAG OTHER PEOPLE OFF TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER! PEOPLE SAY THEY CARE BUT REALLY THEY DONT GIVE ONE!! I AM NOW LOOKING TO SORT MY FINANCES OUT BEFORE I GO AS DO NOT WANT MT MISERABLE SISTER TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT ALL!! AND STILL I THINK OF OTHERS, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME, AND REHOME MY LOVELY DOG

[hypercat54]

Hi I am sorry you are feeling so bad you are contemplating taking your life. You could well be suffering from depression so have you seen a doctor? Are you on any meds and/or having any counselling?

Whatever your issues are please stay on here and talk to us as we all understand. I am sure others will be in shortly to help. x

[sweetiepye]

Oh dear, people do disappoint don't they. what really hurts is when someone you love and admire lets you down. It seems to be the nature of people, some more than others, but who are we to judge. Don't we come up short sometimes. I think the things we hate in others is what we dislike in ourselves. I sense you are harsh with people and with yourself most of all I would like to see you give yourself a chance. I'm not suggesting you are at fault, but that you have to give a little of yourself even if people have let you down.. If we are not here to help each other and to grow as people. become wiser and kinder then I don't what the answer is. I do know there are a lot of lonely people out there and to have a friend you have to be a friend. I want you to call a help line if you continue to feel so badly and keep talking to us. Pam

[Cara78]

Make yourself happy. Please yourself cuz no one else will. Selfish.....no. u can care from a distance xxx

[Cara78]

I'm sick of hearing about people being sick when all we have to do is create balance in our lives. I've had a shit life, I was on the streets ......boo hoo for me...grab a star n shine with it it's all we've got

[Louisthecat]

Hi please give us an update so we know you're ok 🙏🏻 you're so right about people and most of us on here have experienced the same and it's very sad. I was thinking why am I single and who of my friends do I really trust and the very sad thing was I couldn't think of anyone who is really a decent person and selfless except my son who's a good guy. Maybe that's my fault for not seeking the right partners and friends but most people are like that - maybe we watch too many movies with the hero types 😉 We don't know what's next or if there is a next or what this life purpose is about - I made some bad choices but when I look back I see why I made them at the time so maybe I didn't have a choice if you u understand what I mean. I do believe more and more were on some journey and we're learning on the way - sometimes it's a very tough route as mine has been. But I still have hope I'll find happiness again so I struggle on trying to get better and saying when I gave a bad day "tomorrow may be that day".

You are not alone and yes you have you and that's the best person to have.

Stay strong sweetie and reward yourself to something you like. We are here for you. 💖