My disorder has completely changed my life, this past year. I've gained a lot of weight, don't take time to wear nice clothes or do my hair or makeup, I look completely different and feel different. I don't know why this past year has been so much worse than others but everything keeps going downhill. I quit doing drugs (which was good), I gained a nice boyfriend (also good), but I lost my only friend, got a job that I now hate, stopped going to school basically, lost interest in everything but video games, started isolating from everyone all the time, I have no friends, I spend all my time on my computer, never go outside except for work, store, food or visiting my boyfriend. My god, putting this all into words makes it sound even worse. It's like I'm just waking up and seeing how bad things have gotten. I'm gonna see a counsellor.