I really need some good advice how to deal with my mother. I suffer from very depression and she is making it worse for me by saying so many hurtful things to me. She keeps saying stuff like I am a drug addict and that I don't care at all about my daughter Grace which is not true. She thought I was on drugs last night because I stay in my room all evening. Last night I had thoughts of killing myself. I even did a search online easy ways to kill yourself. I am at the very edge now I can't deal with her anymore. I have just about enough of her making me feel worthless not cared for or loved. Somebody please help me before I do end up doing something bad to myself tonight.