Has anyone ever felt empty, bored and full of hate and sadness in your life that you just don’t what to live anymore and sometimes wish you were normal and wish you never felt so alone?.
I’m going through a tough time right now, in a situation where my parents are having problems causing the whole family to hate on each other, while’s I ‘am trying concentrate on finding a job which is my number one priority, so I can independently move out and take care of myself which at the moment isn’t working out for me which is making me feel depressed to a point I don’t what to live anymore.
I’m sick of having to go down to job centre being asked the same questions, have you found anything and did you get an interview, do these do that but nothing work’s.
I don’t really feel like I can’t talk to anyone about this especially in person as to what everyone will think of me and because I don’t have the confidence too. The where time’s where I’ve talk about it with friends and strangers but never seems to help but only makes me realise how much this is affecting me.
My depression started during the time I was at school, in a very important time of the year of going through my GCSE’s which was the time I started to worry about my life and what i was going to do when I leave school which was one of my biggest worry’s.
Then after some support from school I went in to college after terribly failing my GCSE’s exams, so I stay at college for about 4 years and then left and now I’m here unemployed with family problems at home.