Don't get me wrong, my mood is ok at the moment and has been for almost two months, i have also not cut in that time either.(i still get irritated pretty easily though, maybe thats just me in general)
However, when i start getting stressed that urge to cut just hits you like a brick,and it is difficult to keep my self occupied and my mind busy to keep me from doing it,so it has me thinking, will this always be the case.
How i feel now is not the same as how i felt when conatantly cutting, but the urge always comes back good mood ornormal mood.
I have still not braved going to the doctors in regards to the way my mood swings ba k and fourth, however should i fins my self in the same position as i was 2 months ago then obviously i can no longer avoid the fact that there maybe something wrong.