I want to shout to the heavens that I have had enough of this da***** Lupus. I am fed up of living with excrutiating pain in my hands and arms that make daily living an almost impossibility. 'They' are now talking about carers and attendance allowance and multi-disciplinary meetings to help me to take care of myself for God's sake!! There is no light at the end of this tunnel.
So, I shall have a cry of self pity, pour a glass of wine, light a cigarette and to hell with it all. Tomorrow may be a better day.
Hope you are all in a better place than me.
Love to you all out there that have so far saved my sanity.