Went to see the physio this morning, she left me in significant pain. :0( then school rang to say they were letting the kids out early, they were so excited to go sledging. How can you tell a 3 and 5 year old they can't go because your hurting and the cold hurts your hands (Raynaulds) :0( so I took some painkillers put on my heated gloves and off we went. They had a great time but as soon as they got in wanted hot chocolate etc etc I lost it with them because I was hurting so much I could hardly get my coat off. I feel so guilty! I try to explain to them but feel they're too young to bear the responsability of being considerate of me. I'm a single parent and sometimes could cry I feel so lonely, I have some great friends but they have their own kids I don't like to ask. Sorry to moan just needed to vent.