Hi all. I really need some advice before I throw myself off a bridge!!!!!!
It all started about a year ago. I was in bed and woke up with a wierd feeling in my head and a buzzing noise in my ears. And flashing lights. It frightened me to death. I Google and brain zaps came up.
Then a few days after that I woke up with stiff fingers solid like numb pins and needles. Very strange.
I'd had a bad shoulder for months. Stuff and very painful but could still use it
Then I started with a weird sensation in my groin area which lasted for 3 weeks felt numb. And also stiffness in my left leg.
Went to doctors told him he ordered mri of brain came back clear. Then lock down came and I started to get calf muscle twitching it was horrendous 24/7 never stopped.
Rang the doctors and told him he had me in and did my reflexes push-pull and when he did my knee reflexes do a brisk overactive and he said it was a cause for concern. Which when I asked why??? He said it could be m.n.d.
Which freak me out totally I didn't know what to do I walked around some months with this in my mind I have motor neurones disease my husband was going mad. I rang the doctors and told him he'd have to do something it I've left to admit me to hospital or else I'm gonna do something to myself it was that bad. So you sent me to A&E to be admitted and when they did my blood pressure it was high they didn't ECG and I ended up having a heart attack. Due to all the worry about it caused by him telling me might have motor neurone disease. Was in hospital had a stent fitted all ok now with that he ordered me to go and see you neurologist. Which I did do he ordered emg ncs. All clear.. and then the neurologist diagnose me with fnd functional neurological disorder. Which by no means least I have I know I don't have that. I've asked for second opinion which I go next month on the 15th of October. My symptoms are strange. I have fasciculations in most of my body but not had now. I have numb feelings in my fingers on and off my wrist feel weak. I have numb tongue. Burning pain in my shin. Eye floaters. Never off the loo for a pee. Head aches. The most worrying symptom for me as I feel like I'm being crushed my body feels heavy my arms my legs it's weird I can explain it I feel Weakness In My Arms. My husband is going crazy with it all. I don't know what to do. Do you think this could be lupus??? Please help where do i go my doctor is rubbish 😥😥😥xx