I thought all this panicking was over
Honestly don’t think I will sleep tonight
Just sitting her watching channel 4 lady with msa
Then yep I googled symptoms.. wished I hadn’t explained brain lesions muscle weakness blurry vision shoulder neck pain .. I just need to stop and be real o know the amount of neuro I’ve seen they would know right ? Couldn’t eat my dinner over it.
This is why I want a diagnosis so bad my anxiety is higher today I had my brain scan .. went well had music my mums song came on and I cried through my mri..
I’m not getting on with my partner or his family atm I feel so alone and I worry if I get trapped inside my own body.. then what like I have to make a decision now what I would do .. anyway this is a deep post I’m sure some of you are eye rolling but I don’t have anyone to tell no one is interested xx