sorry to go on but I am worried and confused. I was on hydroxy for 9 weeks without any benefit. things were getting worse, not better. spoke to rheumy nurse on Tuesday and she didn't really get some of the symptoms I was talking about. in April I was diagnosed with possible lupus. I told her that I struggled using my limbs due to awful aching and heaviness when using them. lifting with my arms, walking up slight inclines which make my legs feel like lead weights and like jelly. I have been told to make an appointment with my g.p. again and discuss my symptoms again. everything I do is so tiring, even combing my hair, showering etc. I feel I have got a brick wall and getting pretty low about it all.