I am exhausted at the moment and getting really frustrated and fed up 😞. I feel as though I have nothing to complain about as my lupus is mild compared to many people on here.
Yesterday I was told that I didn't look with it. I took the day off sick and spent the morning asleep but don't feel any better for it. I have taken today off sick as well so that I can sleep again and hopefully feel better tomorrow. I have a very understanding employer but I feel bad and end up thinking of all the things I should be doing and end up going back too soon. It doesn't help that I don't have anymore sick leave left for this year and can't afford not to be paid.
I know I should listen to my body and be kind to myself but it doesn't come naturally! I just feel like a fraud.