Life not worth of living anymore

Ive sufferered from depression since i lost my husband&my dad in same year in 2001 just 1month apart from other my dad died 23 sep01 my husband 27 nov 01 the wost is i found my husband dead body i just came back from my dad funeral back home in thailand on 10 oct 01 then new year eve i been in a car crash that i almost blind or die ive been section in hospital in 2002 for 1 month of breakdown 2003-2004 been in domestic violence relationship 2005 ive list both brothers 1mnth of each other again2007 been attack by an ex he almost killed me case gone court he was walj out scot free ive been left homeless scared ive been on &off my med&last year my relationship broke downlast month my mom started getting unwellturn out she got cancer now she still in hospital back home am on my own alone living in fear knowing the fact that my mom can go any days&i cant be with her😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

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  • Hello, sorry to hear about your TRAUMA! The GOOD NEWS is that there is an AFTERLIFE... BELIEVING IN JESUS and KEEPING GOD'S HOLY COMMAND'S WILL SAVE YOU FROM HELL which IS FAR WORSE than Your current circumstances!

    You must forgive everyone their SINS that has ever hurt you otherwise GOD will NOT FORGIVE YOU YOUR SINS!

    REPENT from ALL PAST, PRESENT and FUTURE SINS and LOOK FORWARD TO GOD BLESSING YOUR SOUL with ABSOLUTE HEAVEN for ALL ETERNITY!

    Read a KJV HOLY BIBLE so that YOU KNOW what EXACTLY is happening on PLANET EARTH CONTROLLED BY SATAN!

    I wish YOU ABUNDANT BLESSINGS and I PRAY GOD GIVE YOU PEACE and JOY INSIDE of YOUR HEART!

    This LIFE IS DEPRESSING ESPECIALLY when you do NOT KNOW the TRUTH!

    SEX OUTSIDE of MARRIAGE is CALLED FORNICATION which is a SIN in the EYES of OUR SUPERNATURAL HEAVENLY DIVINE EVERLASTING ETERNAL CREATOR! Make sure you REPENT from ALL SEXUAL IMMORALITY! ENGAGING IN PORNOGRAPHY IS ADULTERY which is again SIN! Our SINS ALLOW SATAN to DEMON POSSESS US as we are just HOST'S!

    I PRAY GOD be with YOU and POSSESS YOU with His HOLY GHOST, GOD LIVES INSIDE YOU BUT ONLY if YOU PRACTISE HOLINESS which is SINLESSNESS in THOUGHT, WORD and DEED.

    GOD KNOWS ALL of OUR THOUGHTS and it's important to MAKE YOURSELF PURE and CLEANSE YOURSELF from ALL EVIL DARKNESS that SATAN has put into your mind via ANTICHRIST BRAINWASHING from TV and magazines etc!

    BE IMMUNE TO EVIL... WALK IN GODS HOLY LIGHT through FAITH IN JESUS GOD'S HOLY LIVINGSUPERNATURAL SON!

    If YOU are IGNORANT of GOD'S HOLY WORD then YOU will WALK IN DARKNESS and FALL INTO THE PIT OF HELL! YOU NEED NEVER BE DEPRESSED once you truly KNOW JESUS and GOD'S PROMISE of ETERNAL LIFE in a HOLY SINLESS KINGDOM BUILT ON TRUE HOLY DIVINE LOVE with NO DEATH NOR SUFFERING OR PAIN JUST PURE HEAVENLY ECSTASY!

    KEEP the FAITH, BE BLESSED SISTER!

    Let the CREATOR of Your HEART GUIDE YOU and BE YOUR STRENGTH!

  • wow, there is nothing I can say to that, my own troubles pale by comparison - you must be a very strong person and receive great strength