Hi, my name is Gabriel. I'm a 14 year old guy and lately I feel like I've been alone, like life is meaningless. I have never been to a doctor for them to tell me if I actually have depression or not but I am almost 100% sure I do. At school I am (not to brag) but one of the more popular people there. But I just feel like people don't really know me at all. Or in the same matter I don't feel like anyone in general cares at all. I don't feel like I have a bad life at all, I think I have a family that love me, a welthy family at that, good grades, and not bad looking, but I just feel empty. I don't see a need to really live at all. People won't ever bother to remember you and the people that do will just eventually die, then there would be no evidence that you even existed on earth. Everything will just die and you won't be remembered, that's the mindset that I've developed on myself. Through this I have contemplated and attempted suicide before and frankly I don't really have anyone or thing to turn to. I just feel alone.
I must just sound like a rich kid telling a sob story in this don't i? I probably don't even have depression and I'm just rambling on making myself look dumb. Anyways does anyone else have this feeling? I just feel like I need someone that understands how I feel, also for someone to tell me if I do have this depression thing or not. Anyways, it means a lot to me if you actually took the time out of your day to read this. Thank you.