I've been suffering through depression for long time, but i try to hide it, most days i don't like going out much, i feel I've given up on life, i just sit on my computer for hours playing games, don't have much friends except for one. it's gotten so bad that i don't go college, much just lie to my parents. got bad grades at school. my intelligent has gotten worse. my brain is empty, and I'm alone 17 help.