This is my first post so please bear with me. I've been suffering from depression since the end of 2014 and I seem to have more good days then bad days. Today I feel like I've nothing to aim for and can't face talking to anyone. I felt this for the last couple of weeks so haven't been to work, I have had a kill cold and an ear infection which has just compounded the problem. I really want to feel like I've achieved something this year but as I have had more bad days then good days I think I'll remember the year as being crap.