Hi, I've never done anything like this befor so please bare with me.
I started a job in a hospital and found out I was pregnant. I hate this job the other nurses are irritated by me, I'm not outgoing or fun and because of the nature of the ward and its high stress I'm incompetent they know it and I feel it, I feel as if they talk about me and I see the look on their faces when they know they are working with me. I'm.not being paranoid believe me I already made a complaint against one girl and as I'm new I didn't realise she seems to be the best mate of everyone who works there. I want to go bk to my old job even asked and reapplied but I realised that because I'm pregnant it wouldn't be worth it for them due to mat leave. I have no friends, I've never made friends easily and I never keep in contact with the ones I had. I'm so overwhelmed I carnt stop crying and I carnt think straight, I can't go to my GP because I'm scared of what they will do with me being pregnant. I just don't know what to do and who to turn to. Please help.