Hi. Don't know if anyone will find this as am new and not sure what am doing.
Sitting here amongst the mess of my house. I truly mean mess. No energy or motivation.
Everyone else seems to be doing things to enhance the life they have.
I am pleased for them but it makes me feel I do not belong anywhere.
Am 65yr female. Always suffered anxiety n depression.
Seeing "proffesionals" on and off since19.
Good times n bad but now only seriously bad.
Isolated in own house--can't call it home. See no one, hear from no one.
Scared of answering phone or door.
Suppose I have pushed people away.
Am here alone without knowing who I am, and where I am.
Sorry such a long moan.