Ive been feeling depressed for almost a year and a half now and im loosing all hope! i constantly cry cant sleep or just sleep constant, cant eat and i just feel like im failing everyone including myself, now its probably at its worst and i feel like i have no one and i just end up blaming my partner for everything! ive been trying to keep myself busy and surround myself with people but i cant do it i just end up in a room on my own crying for no reason. i dont wanna go to a doctor as i dont feel they get me at my surgery i just want some help to feel happy again!!!!!