Hi, I'm 16 years old and I don't know what's going on in my life. I've always been a bit of worrier since a young age but except from that I'm a fairly cheerful person. The past few months I've been down a lot and at first I thought I was just upset but it's got to the stage where I'm crying myself to sleep, not eating all day then the next eating loads and having thoughts that I shouldn't be having. I've even attempted cutting but always backed out at the last minute. I don't know who to speak to as I don't have any friends I can trust and as I'm a happy smiley person at school and home I don't want people to think I'm attention seeking. Things are getting worse what do I do?