I feel I have no one to turn to. I have been in a relationship with someone for 5 years and I feel i have completely changed from the person I was to this horrible, fat, ugly person who is not worth anything. I am always miserable and cry every day over stuff I once would of laughed at. My partner constantly rejects me, makes me feel my opinions are stupid and always puts his self first. We both work full time shift work but it's me who does everything in the house still. People have commented at work I'm always looking miserable and I don't care about anything. Although I wouldn't kill myself I wish I was dead. Why can't I leave him?? I'm weak and stupidly still love him.