I have been suffering from depression for over 15 years now, I'm 26 and have tried most antidepressants, done the counseling thing, self help one to one and self help groups. At the time the groups and sessions have helped and I've worked through many problems I had. Now I don't have anything more to talk about I've worked through my issues, although none of which were really that major, I've never been abused or had major trauma in my life. My son'd birth was a bit traumatic but I've managed to deal with that through CBT sessions. So why do I still feel like I don't belong, that i don't want to be here and that everyday is a struggle to get up and face the world. I'm tired and feel like I have no fight left in me. I'm still young I shouldn't feel like this and it's not fair on my family, I just want all the stuff in my head to stop and just get back to reality instead of this hell of a life I live. Is there any light at the end of this black hole that is my life?