When i was around 14 i had a lot of family problems and problems with severe bullying at school about how i look. ive never had a boyfriend or any self confidence at all. i basically just hate myself, i cover up my mirrors usually so that i cant see. im 18 years old now and about a year ago i was in a huge rut, kept getting rejected from jobs, had no friends, was failing college etc. at the start of this summer i got two jobs and have been doing quite well, but recently, the past 2 weeks ive been the lowest ive ever been, i cant sleep, i cry all the time and ive felt like im a waste of space and would be better off dead. i am pretty good at covering all of this up, my friends and parents suspect nothing, and im so scared and alone. i dont know what to do or how to tell my parents because they'll be disappointed or think im being stupid and "its only a phase" will come out. im really stuck and scared, can someone please tell me what to do?x
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