I am simply feeling very down and discouraged by my health. I am doing all I can do at the moment to care for myself but I am physically exhausted and feeling old. Today I have to be in the car for a 5 hour trip. I am not looking forward to sitting so long. I know it will make me feel worse. All I want to do is lay in bed but I know that is not good for me but sometimes I just don't have the energy or will to get up. Not really sure the point of this post other than to say I am down.