I knew Dar 58 has these symptoms, but do they ever stop! I'm getting very frustrated and overwhelmed! I know it's only since October that I've been diagnosed, but the docs say I've had this all my life! I'm tired everyday and the pain is real bad! I refuse to become a drug addict like in my field of home care nursing for almost 40 years, I've seen plenty of people, people like u and me go thru withdrawal! With me at their side to help them! I won't become one of those victims! I've seen way too much, but never an APS PATIENT! I'm at a point and know I shouldn't be, but I am ready to just stop all these meds that do nothing and leave it to GOD!!! I'm so tired of running into obstacles and miss my Son Jesse who passed 9 years ago around Christmas Holidays! My only child! It doesn't matter if I stay or go either way I'll be happy! Happy here if no pain! I want to be that fun loving DEBBIE AGAIN! The concert going crazy lady that persevered no matter what! I feel that gal is just waning away! Getting very depressed! I know I'm on right track with these appointments, but I'm sick of it all! I've lost count after 25 major operations! My one friend asked me if I shud go in the GUINESS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS for the amount of operations I've had! I shud hope not!!! I'm sorry for sounding so down, it's a rainy day and I bought tickets for my beloved hubby, who has early stages of ALZHEIMERS, tickets to a beautiful BROADWAY SHOW IN NYC!!! I did it cuz it may b last time he's able and want to enjoy the rainy day!!! I know I'm in to moment of having a "Pity Party," for myself, but I guess that's normal! I just want to know does this ever go away when you become THERAPEUTIC with INR??? My local Hemotologist says NO! That being therapeutic has nothing to do with controlling pain, but I think it may help! If I'm THERAPEUTIC won't the blood pooling stop, ergo the pain??? Please if there has someone out there who's been there done that please help me to understand! I'm becoming desperate! Thanks for all ur unwavering, kind, and constant support! Don't know what I'd do without this Forum and My sissy Lynn/NANNY23!!! GODSPEED
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