I am at the end of my rope and must ask for help.
I am 38 and have been losing everything over the last few years.
I have nothing left.
I am trying to be a writer, but that is taking a while.
I been told by friends I am Autistic... So I took a few of those on line tests.
I didn't think so because, well I just me. But I yet to find a test I don't sore autistic on.
Here is the problem. I am beyond poor. I haven't had a job in 8 years. I left my last one because I was going to be a stay at home parent. (Long story short, my daughter isn't with me and I can't even get the things I need to fight and get her back).
Now I have been living as a woman more or less since then, but have been trying to find a job and i can't and nothing is working... I been told to go get diagnosed maybe I can get some help but I don't have any money, I can't understand the healthcare.gov
In short I am terrified. I don't like asking for help, because I often do not even understand what they are asking for when I do. It is causing what is left of my chosen family no end of frustration.
I just need help.
Any one know where I can go and get diagnosed or what ever?
I'm even willing to cut my hair and be good again. It's not like I am passable anyway.
But I am tired of my family suffering because I am a freak that has to do thing my own dam way.