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[Ashley589]

I have been all cleared from hep c now for a few weeks ... i am a very private person and sort of cut my wife off from this.. she knew about treatment etc but i dont really do emotional chats... i try to protect the people close to me.

Why hurt them if they dont have to be hurt is my moto. Anyway it seems my motto is a bit shit because all i have done is push the people away i love the most.

Even when its gone they is traces of this shit virus.. i think the mental effect was worse than the physical.. it was for me but i also do realise people had worse phsysical effects than me ..

I just want all this to end

On a lighter note i lost all hair years ago thought i had alopecia eyebrows lashes the lot and guess what they are all coming back... i just got used to having none n now i have to shave everyday its like been a teenager again..

[Ashley589]

Sorry i just read all that back and it sounded a bit blunt.. ket me try and re phase it a bit

I found out i had hep c and told only one person my wife.. she has really tried to understand but i wouldn't let her in here we are after treatment etc and i still havent really opened up... i just carry on and thats my way...

She is a diamond and has stuck through my tantrums etc... the hep was from before our relationship.. im not too sure how i caught it they was deug abuse when younger and also prison and fights and tattoos (a bit of a messy life) now i am settled but dont do showing amotion about myself too good

Does anyone have any suggestions as its been unfair on my wife from day one of this

[Sillysausage234 in reply to Ashley589]

Take her out and spoil her